The Faux Pas Press #99
It Has Come To Pass
by Jason Fresh
My mind is clearer now. My thoughts far too well. And I can see who we all soon will be - I can see the End Game and it is good. But what kind of good do you desire? This is the question that the Urban Splinter Sage once asked me; this is question that we grapple with (or at least the fucking question that I grapple with). I desire discipline because I am a disciple of change. I know the world is shifting - can feel its weight falling off of me as I write. I can feel the birds, the Hawaiian scenes of pineapple magik destroying what I thought I knew about myself. When I drink whiskey now or smoke cigarettes (a life-long, dirty love affair) there is a catsup-like sauce - red and gooey; a residue of low-vibration and pain that must be washed away by the true grounding work of discipline and yoga. The exercising of the human will upon the planet, existing successfully amongst humans who don't know how to pay a price like this. I practice yoga every fucking day. That is the price that I must pay for fun. You may say, "Oh, that is some bullshit. Fun is free." No, it is not free. Your body will pay the price of your negligence, it will decide for you if you do not cooperate with it. So, this is the work inside of me. Clarity! I see clearly now what my fun has done to myself and others. I see clearly now. That I must discuss my problems on this very open forum for the world to see. Clarity! I want my readers to have some fucking clarity. If I'm mistaken - I believe it was Sir Johnson S. Dildomaker who said, "What matters most should never be at the mercy of what matters least." (Man, what a great man he was - all those lost puppies returned to their rightful owners. And what a mean teriyaki sauce that guy could make. I can look past numerous charges of auto-theft and blasphemy. What do the courts know?) It has come to pass. I am grateful for this life - for every pathetic moment, for every shitty moment, for every tear that falls in the beautiful and magik practices of my life. I have become more powerful by doing the over-arching practice of yoga without judgement, without competition, with pur creation. And it has come to pass.
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